Sunday, August 5, 2012

Hi people coming here off of google image search, sorry I wasted your time. I agree with your decision to make such an image search, though. She's definitely attractive.

Things I did:
- made another blog...
- summer Olympics watching
- actually ate all three meals
- helped my brother with the University search
- listened to My Head Is an Animal by Of Monsters and Men with my brother
- mall shopping/people watching with my brother - a lot less on the people watching
- opened the windows in my room and decided that life is fucking beautiful

What I'm thinking:
- Is something wrong with me? I've been immediately judging women athletes by looks. Best looking female athletes so far: Marta Menegatti on the Italian women's volleyball team (on the right on the right) and one person on the Norwegian women's handball team that I've been unable to find on the internet. So, yeah.
- I think my brother is struggling with figuring out how he's going to narrow down colleges to a reasonable number to apply to (although, really, if he could apply himself to writing the essays and filling out the apps, the 9 he has on his list would be a reasonable number). He's got a safety and an ideal (Stanford) and hasn't figured out anything in between. I was kind of hoping he'd have a gut feeling about which schools sounded like a good fit for him (like I did back when I was going through this) but he seems not to, and has instead been focusing on things that are ultimately details, like the exact structure of their environmental engineering programs. He still has time, but I'm worried. I'm not sure how I can help at this point because I can't really tell him where he would fit.
- I think I got propositioned on a dating site. Too bad I'm very not attracted to them. That seems to be a trend in real life too. Girls 2-4 years younger than me seem to like me much more than girls my age do on average. I have a couple of theories about that. The first is that guys tend to become more attractive as they get older (at least up to a certain point) and girls get used to looking for older guys - maturity gap and whatnot. The second possibility is that I'm just much more relaxed and interesting around them because I'm not really treating them as a potential romantic interest. I'm much more likely to be laughing and treating the whole situation like it's nothing serious. Also, I probably give off a slight air of arrogance and confidence because I know that I've experienced more of life than they have, whereas when I'm talking to someone my age I tend to assume that they've led a more interesting life than I have.I wish I knew where that assumption came from. Maybe I just need to go live a more interesting and fulfilling life, and then when I reach a point where I don't care whether or not girls are interested in me, they suddenly will be. Sounds reasonable.
- I am so freaking happy to be home. I just can't describe how much of load off this is.

Plans for tomorrow:
- make sure to fill out this section in the future.

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